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No Atlas

by T-Bird

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1.
I would be king if there was no one else around Spell my name in jewels on a rustic golden crown Swing my dull sword at nothing while I patrol the empty lands All of the birds and the bunnies would know who I am I would read every leather-bound book in the castle library I would see every great man made history except for me Look down at my moat and watch crocodiles eat unsuspecting geese And think they would do the exact same shit if they were free Just like me
2.
Moon Song 01:47
There's no one watching from the moon In space, the sun ain't sunlight, it is only fire I'm not singing to anyone, I'm not singing to you You are in my heart, this world's most soundproof room So let's change the channel This isn't really a song anymore is it
3.
What do you know about love? You've never been alone I know you, but not like other people think they do You've got snakes squirming in your head where there should be a brain You will be served what you deserve You will end up alone, eating nothing but Spaghetti-Os There's no excuse for the insecurities you choose If all the wronged were like you, Earth would be as dead as the Moon
4.
I'll leave before I leave I'll wrap this up before it bleeds I'll drown before it gets too deep I'll walk away before I put shoes on my feet There's no one left in the world Just everybody else What if I'm already dead, and this is Hell? I'll write my name before this is concrete I'll see the world before it's on TV I'll live my nightmares before I sleep I'll fuck everything up before it fucks me There's no world left out there Just the illusions my brain sees What if all of the angels are just as sad as me?
5.
No Atlas 01:46
Without you, my Atlas The world is a marble beneath my bedroom dresser I'm floating in space But I am not an astronaut, just some guy with nowhere to go You are a tiny bird outside my window The pane is too thick for me to hear your song The dried up bones of tomorrow are waiting In the soil to decompose and sprout up in a Spring long after I am gone My sweet Atlas I hope you find a planet big enough for you to live on Lay in the meadow So far from here Be who you are One in six billion
6.
Single Words 01:11
I've been working But it ain't working Work, drink, eat Sleep, dream, nightmares Nothing is the hardest thing to let go of Time ain't a river, it is only mud They say I came from God, and all I need is love All he gave me was a dick and a pair of nuts I've been waiting But time is waiting Lust, think, come I still need love Time is mean enough I swear he spends all his time on stopping us
7.
You are my everything Let's do nothing Let's eat chips and rematch "The Matrix" Get drunk at noon and write reviews on Netflix Let's sit on the couch and watch the dog sleep You can take a nap while I count your sheep Put your legs on my lap and look at your cell phone Go out with your friends and leave me alone Eat all the cheese in the house and send me to get more Go to work early, leave me a note on the front door You are my everything Let's do nothing Tell me to shut up when your'e trying to read Kiss me on cheek when you're done and say 'sorry' Watch our clothes spin at the laundromat Go on a walk and not talk till we get back Blow off our friends and stare at a blank TV Talk about someday we'll move to Hawaii You organize the sock drawer while I make spaghetti You sing in the shower, and I hum along to the melody You are my everything Let's do nothing
8.
Lover, I wish you were still a child And I was your cheap plastic toy Leave me in the yard, forget me in a cupboard I would never have to forgive you I could be the water you drink from the hose The parts of me you waste would soak into your clothes Keep you cool in the August sun Everything I'm good for would make you happy Lover, I wish you were still a child And I was a bird you imagined to be your friend Sit on your porch, and I'd eat seeds from your hands Wouldn't break my tiny heart to see you cry when I fly away
9.
Won't you please come walking down the street? You are so pretty Please come right here to me There's the mailman bringing me some bills That greasy slob waiting in his car to buy some pills The garbagemen taking my beer cans to the landfill That customer who doesn't my name, but I know his, it's Phil None of them is you Won't you please come walking down the street? You are so pretty Please come right here to me There's a wedding in the park that I wish I couldn't see A drunk crumpled up, asleep, beneath a beautiful tree My shitty neighbor watching her shitty dog pee Scraggly, coked-up fiend running from the police Won't you please come walking down the street? You are so pretty Please come right here to me
10.
Sorry Mantra 01:56
I'm sorry I made you sad You are my best friend I was wrong so many times To make you feel like you were wrong You never were You are so strong The sun, it shines when you are trying The moon, it glows when you are still trying I'm sorry I made you cry You are my best friend I can't say I'll never hurt you again My heart burns And fire is fair My heart, it burns for you And love is not fair
11.
I will make my way through with work and sleep Do some things that mean something to me Shake the hands of all the people I meet Live in a house with other houses on a street I will pay to live with hospital fees I will get mad at myself for not keeping track of my keys I will speak, and sing, and in between I'll breathe The world's a circle, space is dead, I'll never leave I see clearly I feel deeply I think I need a drink
12.
Stay here with me Please The sheets are dirty, and the garbage stinks There's mold on the walls, and the fridge is empty There's beer on my breath, and I like to watch the same movies There's mice in my drawers, and bats in the walls Stay here with me Please My hands are scabbed over, and my patience is small My sleep is disturbed by nightmares and worry The postman leaves me bills and ads The world is so big, and I don't care Stay here with me Please Hold my hands tight Til I am numb There's no way back From being alone
13.
Someday, there will be no more pain I will close my eyes, and the world will go on its way Whether or not I am satisfied, I will have lived my life Leave behind a tombstone and a name Someday, there will be no more pain Maybe things could change The two of us would be okay We could be together, for the rest of forever We'd never be alone, and we'd hurt just the same Close our eyes by each other's side And there would be no more pain Maybe this is goodbye For the rest of our lives All the words we've ever said are all the words we will ever say My heart will break, and I'll never be okay But either way, someday there will be no more pain
14.
When I'm gone They will sell my car And someone else will move into my house I'll leave my songs In a tiny box And no one will ever listen to them again They will dissolve And float off in the wind And sing to themselves in an endless field of sound My soul will stay In a tiny cave Putter around, and paint portraits of you with clay My voice will be gone And my fingers numb I will break my guitars, use the wood to feed my fire I won't look For your grave You are in my memories, that's eternity I hope my songs meant something to you.

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This album was written and recorded during the last half of April, 2016 in Tony's apartment.

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released April 29, 2016

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T-Bird Lincoln, Nebraska

T-Bird is Tony Lien--a food service worker who lives in Lincoln, Nebraska. He is a largely self-taught musician who has been writing/recording music for 12 years. His music is also available in physical form upon request (cassettes released by his home label: Space Bob Tapes). ... more

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